CAVET: This is a long post.
I thought I would go off the beaten path today with
this blog post and share a few non fitness related things.
First off, I made the decision to leave my job! This
is huge yall…I have been working for the same company doing pretty much the
same thing for the last 8 years. The majority of that time, I loved what I did,
but about 2-3 years ago, I started to get burned out. I sucked it up and kept
on working mainly because this girl needs to have an income and because I loved
the income that I had established over the years. No matter how much I shook
that feeling off me, it kept returning and in true Shawn fashion, I kept ignoring
it.
Back in July 2011 my manager resigned from his
position…I LOVED this guy and hated to see him leave. He was by far the best
manager that I have ever had. A new manager was brought in and everything went
ok for the first few months with this new lady, but by January of this year,
the shit hit the fan and she had the gall to write me up for some bullshit
which I opposed vehemently and she and I along with the branch president were
able to reach an amicable solution. If I tell you 60 days passed and this broad
came at me again with a write up on some more bullshit. Now mind you, I have
worked here for years and have never been reprimanded in any way. All of my
performance reviews have been stellar…this broad just wanted to start some shit
with me. Again, I end up involving the branch president and this time had to
pull in an attorney and get corporate HR involved. At this point, my blood was
boiling and I was ready to get up and just walk out the door, without a two
week notice or anything….but I didn’t. I issued my resignation 2 weeks ago.
What I realized and finally accepted was that my
time; my season was up in this current role. I kept forcing myself into a mold
that was no longer made for me. The nudging that I began to feel 2 years ago
was a gentle push from God, letting me know that it was time to move on, but
instead of taking heed to that nudge. I ignored it and ended up in these
precarious work situations. The new manager was the catalyst that God used to
put the fire under me that I needed to get up and move (SIDE NOTE: the new
manager resigned and accepted a lesser position right after I made the decision
to leave—talk about a catalyst). I would probably never have left my job at
this point if it were not for her. It’s impossible to grow and be happy in a
pair of shoes that are too small and that are what I was doing. A week after I
issued my resignation, I saw this on pinterest and it resonated deeply with me:
So yeah, this is the new chapter…this girl has
finally turned the page. What will I do now? I have no clue as of yet. My
desire is to stay as far away from corporate America as possible. I have been
blessed to work in some of the largest companies in the United States and all
of my experiences have been rewarding, however my heart is telling me to
develop some of the ideas that I have let lay dormant over the years and I
would love to spend some time mentoring young people who have lost their
parents as I was one of those that lost her parents at a very young age. I
honestly feel that I would be totally fine if I never went back to corporate
America. The stress, the politics and the all-around general BS that you have
to put up with is just not worth it to me anymore. I am willing to adjust my
lifestyle to fit my new income level…and what’s funny is that a year ago I made
the pledge to get outta credit card debt and I paid off my last credit card
right after Christmas. All of these signs pointed me to the door of my old job…it
was just time to change courses. It’s amazing how God will lead you even when we have no clue what’s going on.
Today is my 3rd day of freedom and as strange as it may sound, I am happier now than I have been in a long time. I look forward to new opportunities and just the general excitement of what comes along with this new chapter of my life.
